More than a week together

More than a week together
Maybe we made it...
Not really
And she knows
And I know it
more than a week together
and it feels like it was a miracle
a whole month together
would feel like the impossible
becoming possible
and
      she
            mentioned
                             the M word
                             no.. not murder :-)
                             but it sounded scary at this stage of the game

We ARE extremely different
But it's been good so far
We had good times together
And I think less and less
about that woman I now
tend to call my ex
just my ex
somebody's widow
somebody that I used to know
a shadow from the past
   I
      can't
              afford
                        to get
                                 depressed

No.  Never again. NEVER AGAIN.