A month already

October 27 in the evening.  A bar in Evanston.

I walked down the stairs and there she was, LN having a drink at the bar.  She looked just like in the app.  We met, we talked and in no time we were eagerly holding hands and kissing, oblivious of the mostly male crowd.

An instant "flechazo". 

-- Love at first sight? 

-- I don't know, it feels like we tacitly agree to stay away from big words for the time being.

November 28

I've been seeing her for a month already and I don't mind the cold, the rain, the snow.

That magic night I left behind the emotional shock I survived back in late Spring.

That night was the beginning of something beautiful.

And I feel lucky
and I feel happy
simply happy

And for the first time in a long time I feel that I want no other woman.